Back from camp!
it was friggin fun :)
but theres school the nxt day so no joy there :(
played paintball
got hit on the knee
total awesomeness
got a nice bruise
went two times on th CRC too :D
best vacation ever!!!
thnks to all the instructors and all my friends!!!! :)(::D
I died 10 days ago. n i jus cant find the will to bring myself bac. wat happened i still dont know but its probably better this way. i could go bac to ignoring ppl. then again, thts wat i've been doing for th last two years. how do i go bac to doin somethin i've been doin so long.
too many things r happening, i dont know wats goin on, why there r so many changes in jus three weeks. i lost everything n found everything else. but th nothing tht is th everything i hav found n lost, i cannot forget. n if tht is so then wat do i hav if everything was lost n nothing gained. n yet again, wat would i hav if i lost nothing n gained everything.
perhaps im jus crapping n nothing i wrote makes sense but typing nonsense helps me calm down n perhaps after this i can search for th answers to those questions. But wat r the questions i nid to seek answers to, i do not know. so wat do i do.
Sighs
Sec 3 damn stress sia.
Everyday doin schoolwork, barely have time for self-revision.
And the promotion test is nxt week. On top of that, my hols project has not been done and i only have two days to do it.
All cause of some slight problems with the grouping.
And the most problematic is the fact that "sis" keeps getting ill.
three days per week ill all th way.
worrying me :(
Get Well Soon Hannah!!!
HI
this will b my last post of the term.
i hav finally found a goal and i will not let the stupid computer hinder me this time
I will put all my effort to studying and its up to all my friends out there to keep me on the right track k? i nid to get straight A's for my CA 1 if i wan any hope of getting to my goal
thnks a lot guys!
I WILL GET INTO TODAI !!!!
why does fiction always seem more easygoing then real life. couldnt they hav lyk, a manga bout the horrors of life. wont that make more sense. people in stories can have such simple relationships. they confess so easily and then life goes on. the connection between fictional characters is so much stronger than between real life ppl that i can actually feel the difference. sighshappy new year guys
I seriously think im goin insane. i cant take anymore of this. the depressions r comin more often than usual. why were we made with th ability to understand? is not the ability to think more then sufficient? then why hav we to understand wat we think? if in this world there is indeed a god, then could he explain why he created us this way.? was it an accident? what r emotions. could not there b only positive emotions. why were we made to feel regret, pain, sadness, despair. is there no way to eradicate such thoughts from one's mind. for life to hav been created in this way. hath th powers that be made us differently, would there hav BEEN a difference. we were said to hav been created in the image of god. though physically that may b true, wat of our thoughts? did he craft emotions from his own experience, or did he weave emotions from nothing to separate our way of thinking from his. r emotions wat keeps us mortal.
damn it
i dont even know wat im writing
i dont even know why im writing
Getting tense now.
homework's barely started and there ain't much time left.
gonna hav ta cut some corners but should'nt b much to worry bout.
Been a boring holiday ya?
not much to do
too much time
And then at the end
there looks lyk theres more than enough stuff to do
and wayyy to little time
well
im getting somewhere at least
Science assignment almost done
Wagneels comin bac.
Finally
wondering if i should go airport say hi
high chance i cant though
and there's the stupid holidays tuition
wasting most of my mornings
so friggin tired, my left eye is swollen
then i keep getting this splitting headaches out of the blue
right side of my brain
hurts like hell sometimes.
cant walk straight.
wtheck
crapping too much
as usual
Jx outz
